为什么？

I wrote this entry back at the beginning of June, but didn't post it because its seems somehow inflammatory. But I still DO wonder why.

我的丈夫

最近我们很忙，很累。

我在弘前大学学习中文和日文，可是在�之泽我是传教士在�之泽帮丈夫。上星期我做了七月一号集会的宣传丈夫复印了七千份。隔天我们三女儿拿这份宣传到送报事务所。他们说《真的很对不起，从四月一号开始就停止全部宗教的宣传了。》

为什么？怎么办呢？

We dialogued with 東奥日報 for awhile and as a result we can now put occasional ads for meetings in the paper - provided we submit them for approval.

There are many things I would like to say but I can't say them in Chinese... and perhaps it would not be helpful to say them anyway.